the sound of the overture

hmm~?
9 days to go
then, my overture will expire~
T_T gosh!
gonna miss the sound of it.....


day 6 of SPM

oh gosh~
add maths paper 1... 7 blank
add maths paper 2... 3 blank
ah~ didn't had much time~
I'm the type that need lots of time to handle this subject
aiks aiks... its a long day hour~

night time d.. reaching to 9pm..
i'm still in my school uniform..

Thing that had been done and yet to be done
1. take the clothes in
2. fold the clothes
3. iron the clothes
4. put the clothes into the closet of each family member's
5. think what to prepare for my meal (since I can't have rice~)
6. prepare the ingredients
7. cook (30 minutes )
8. eat (xD no! i'm not sharing, pig bro!)
9. I'm bloated
10. I just realized I had on my blue ribbon all along..forgotten to take it off..LOLX
11. take med
12. bath
13. time to hang out with my electronic items today x)
14. take out add maths notes, books, paper, from my study table
15. read up a few books (flip flip)
16. brush teeth
17. I'm 17 years old this year~time flew.. off to bed~

=~2week of exam, 8 subjects finished~=

skipped dinner.. no appetite..
just swallow up my med
tomorrow long hours of exam
dad asked me to bring my med along
==
being in the examination class
having 6-7 pills in my stomach
ewww ==

oh yea~ thx cy for the lunch! and sorry yea.. lots of housework to do, didn't had much time to 'layan' you.. >< !

day 5 of SPM

moral .. I sCREWED....
just happen to read on the way to school
ytd I was like a dead walking corpse
didn't know what I was reading

=home alone again =

day 4 of SPM

maths.. (werid.. how did I get this answer)
ICT ( er..what ?..what?..I'm collasping -out- )
-went out early .. called sis..
Y: erm I maybe can't fetch you (nvm..)

=called dad.. called wrong number.. ~ fast close.. (half- dead)

45 minutes later.. dad arrived..

doc : where are you not feeling well girl
A : er.. I'm having flu..
doc : got fever?
A : er.. don't know..
doc : hmmm I hope not ~
doc : GOSH! very high fever!
A : er.. lol?
doc : tuesday what exam are you having?
A : moral...
doc : HUH? your still having moral?! stupid moral
A : O.O
doc : wednesday?
A : add maths..
doc : ooo add maths should be ok rite? no need to study much
A : -_- (lol.. my add maths sux)
doc : should be ok right since earlier you studied d.. now just revise right?
A : (lolx.. er..stuDieD?.. nope~)

could barely hear
house so silent..
nobody around except me
my moral and add maths for the next day
D-O-O-M-E-D

food to be taken - NO rice.. EAT porridge/ bread
drinks to be taken - drink lots and LOTS of water.. + 100 plus

week2 task

1. "study"
2. do house chores (maid bye bye edi)
3. take care of pets
4. eat medicine + rest well
5. watch out for strangers (home alone ..who wanna company meT_T)


I love you


one can be so faithful and patience..
was it wise to wait or was it not?
as always, love hurts....

dealing with childish minded ppl

friendship circle~

wanting to be in a certain group
but not wanting others to 'join' in
thinking you could control a friend's right
to stop them from doing what you dislike
however, you must know that
who they want to mix with is one's own choice
its not something you or me or other party can decide

thinking of it..
you joinned this 'group'..
been close to them
yet you can't accept that your other friends did that
other 'group' can accept you into their friendship circle
but YOU couldn't accept your friend having others into their friendship circle
WAKE UP.. you're not the one who RULES everything
stop your selfish and childish mind act
and STOP making your OWN conclusion
talking bad bout others.. point out this and that
why dont you just LOOK AT YOURSELF FIRST


THINK
if YOU are one of them without friends
I wonder HOW will you think or feel
when others have their own 'group'
and if they are like YOU

nevertheless to ever think of having your so-called
"TRUE FRIENDS/ CLOSE FRIENDS"

going nutz

had learn up 3 scores so far..
many to go.... enjoyed the rhythm

day 3 of SPM

est..... what's this what's that...????????

the meaningful story that is in our English paper

Inspirational Stories for Teenagers: Gift of Love

The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he had told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Safiya, thirty-four, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. Once a fiercely independent woman, Safiya now felt condemned by this terrible twist of fate to become a powerless, helpless burden on everyone around her.

"How could this have happened to me?" she would plead, her heart knotted with anger. But no matter how much she cried or ranted, she knew the painful truth her sight was never going to return. A cloud of depression hung over Safiya's once optimistic spirit. Just getting through each day was an exercise in frustration and exhaustion. And all she had to cling to was her husband Meraj.

Meraj was an Air Force officer and he loved Safiya with all of his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again. Meraj's military background had trained him well to deal with sensitive situations, and yet he knew this was the most difficult battle he would ever face.

Finally, Safiya felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Meraj volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city.

At first, this comforted Safiya and fulfilled Meraj's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however, Meraj realized that this arrangement was not working - it was hectic, and costly. Safiya is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But just the thought of mentioning it to her made him cringe. She was still so fragile, so angry. How would she react?

Just as Meraj predicted, Safiya was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. "I am blind!" she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you are abandoning me."

Meraj's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. Meraj promised Safiya that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Meraj, military uniform and all, accompanied Safiya to and from work each day. Meraj taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment.

Meraj helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her and save her a seat. Meraj made her laugh, even on those not-so-good days when she would trip exiting the bus or drop her briefcase. Each morning they made the journey together and Meraj would take a cab back to his office. Although this routine was even more costly and exhausting than the previous one, Meraj knew it was only a matter of time before Safiya would be able to ride the bus on her own. Meraj believed in her, in the Safiya he used to know before she would lost her sight, who was not afraid of any challenge and who would never, ever quit.

Finally, Safiya decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Meraj, her temporary bus riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, his love. Safiya said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly and Safiya had never felt better. Safiya was doing it! She was going to work all by herself!

On Friday morning, Safiya took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying for her fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Sister, I sure envy you."

Safiya was not sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"

The driver responded, "It must feel so good to be taken care of and protected like you are."

Safiya had no idea what the driver was talking about, and asked again, "What do you mean?"

The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you when you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches you until you enter your office building. Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky woman."

Tears of happiness poured down Safiya's cheeks. For although she could not physically see him, she had always felt Meraj's presence. Safiya was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she did not need to see to believe
- Gift of Love that can bring light where there had been darkness ...

=not all men can do what Meraj (Malik) had done =


ESSAY
wrote bout a story..
and the story was based on a true story that happened in my life
"..we said our goodbyes and walk in separate ways."

day 2 of SPM



paper 2 history was easy xD
we all had a great laugh with the friendly pengawas peperiksaan in the class at the last 30 minute

day 1 of SPM





but now..



all andy's fault ..T__T






















PUnca seseorang menghadapi kesukaran untuk tidur
-menghadapi penyakit 'INSOMNIA'-

-currently-

don blame me

if I told you the tips not zhun.. don blame me.. you ask me I just answer what was provided to me and what I know.. xD

cant feel spm is coming though is tomoro..xD

facebook account owner changed

oh yea.. and my facebook account now is in the control of my little bro
this has started since last week just forgotten to tell
so it was not me that's on the facebook =)

deadly Sick

got sick so easily now.. effect from skipping so many days of sleep
right after I came back from school yesterday
I bath, ate (== dont feel like eating but was forced by my maid )
and went straight to bed..
woke up around 9 smth... (skipped dinner) studied for 1 hours
then I slept back... and what time I woke up?? 5am??
Nooo... I woke up at 11am the next morning...
my whole body was in pain ...
so sick .. x.x.. couldn't move around much..
body got colder and colder..
my body is wrapped all over while I'm studying ..
it's not easy to concentrate with headaches attacking my tiny brain
but I manage to go through it..
bro touched me and got shocked...
x) yea little one.. I'm cold blooded now~

love automatic! thanks sushi! it really was great and I've gone through the lyric..
yeah.. its AWESOME !! x)

eggy : whatever songs you've just recommended to me.. automatic is still nicer =D


the last chance to experience

yesterday was fun! crossing the road was dangerous and inexperience for me..
with the 3 road that've been made to one way road...
reach school at 8.15am.. nobody cares anyway.. lol
went to change to my uniform.. look at the mirror.. my face was pale white @_@
freaked out.. but no time to lose.. everyone's at the hall.. got to hurry..
8.30am.. sat at the hall... hearing the teacher saying "pelajar yang keluar awal ialah seorang yang pemalas" (which mean we should not go out early from our house and be late for our exam ? ROFL)
and here goes the 'mohon restu'.. one teacher kissed me on both cheeks crying.. one hugged me .
'touched' each and every teacher's hand except for one ..-.- both of us stood there for a while looking at each other..
time to arrange the tables and chair... whoosh, we the GIRLS gotta carry tables, chairs, cupboard, teacher's table.. up down, left right
about 10.45 we were moved to elsewhere while they lock all the blok..
blurred.. wondering what's next...
went to a teacher and asked her what are we suppose to do
"tunggu masa balik " ..LMAO.. and its about to rain.. gosh gosh...
nvd.. just wait..then counselling teacher came..
and as usual.. here she goes.. blah blah blah...
after she finish her 'speech' , quickly went to change..
12.30. no time to wait..time to go back~
cross the busy road again.. this time I got to pass more scary traffic..
made it and passed high school... suppose to meet CK at 'ang tau peng'
manatau when I reach he was already at home..
he thought it'll rain heavily and I've went home..
x.x aiks.. nvm.. change plan and took some while to think which road to use
looking at the droplets of water ~
went to some place before going back home...
one of it was the basketball court where I used to play at..
all the ppl there were nice and fun.. it really brings back memories..
the rain only stopped when I reach home
zen said the rain was for me.. lOL

its really was fun.. thanks cyen for the bike...

I am so DEAD

today the weather was bad and ME having licence but NO car was waiting for the bus to go tuition when it started to RAIN~
worse to worse I stepped out and got wet but the bus just ignored me and passed by me ==

while walking ~ I saw
the dry leaves flying around
the skies roar as the lightning strikes
the flashes of light was just in front of me (trembling )
droplets of water began to fall~

for two days I slept for only one night..
slept this night..and the next day I won't be able to sleep
this continued on and on till now..
and today is the particular night where I can't sleep

-i'm dying.....................................-

later it'll be the 1st day I cycle to school! :D
therefore, my last word.. (if anything were to happen ... LOL)

stay healthy and happy
go on with the choices you've made
I'll always remember the days we had together
hope the one beside you now will treat you better than I do
when you need me, just say the password and I'll be right there


a meaningful story to me (till now)

Crying in the rain....

Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...Jun was veri charming & many girls couldn`t help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.

As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.although She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love him wholeheartedly...

Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joining.

Jun then ask her: Why don't you let me join you?

Jen replied: Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.

Jun then ask her again: If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?

But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...

Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well.

However, nothing last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen.

One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.

That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.

He said: Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you.

After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried.. Jun hugged her tightly.

He said: Jen, there's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just wouldn't allow me to accompany you?

Jen was stunned..

pausing for a few seconds,

Jen replied...

Because...

Because i don't wish to let you know...

I was crying..

a sweet e-mail

So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:

-Girl:
I love you.


- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!


-Girl:
Really?


- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.


- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?


- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?


- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.


- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.


- Girl:
..........


- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?


- Girl:
Yeah...where?


- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?


-Girl:
Ok.


- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?


- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?


- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...


-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...


- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.


- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?


- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?



- Girl:
Yeah?


- Boy:
I love you.


- Girl:
I love you too!


- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.



- Girl:
Ok bye.


- Boy:
Bye.



*******************************************************


2 hours later...


The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....


- Girl:
Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)


- Boy:
Wadssup.....you ready?


- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?


- Boy:
Ok.


They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......


- Boy:
Wait! Can I blindfold you?


- Girl:
Why??!?


- Boy:
Its a surprise.


- Girl:
What kinda surprise??


- Boy:
A big one.


- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...


- Boy:
I promise.


- Girl:
Ok blindfold me.....


So they drove off.........and then they stopped....


- Boy:
Ok we're here!!


-Girl:
Where??


- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!


- Girl:
What place??


- Boy:
Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)


- Girl:
Baby!...


The boy walks her to the place....


- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blindfold off.


- Girl:
Where are we??


He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......


- Girl:
Omg...!(tears come down)


- Boy:
Why are you crying?


- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...


- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)


- Girl:
(tears come down faster)


- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!


- Girl:
Get up!


- Boy:
Yeah?


- Girl:
(kisses him)


- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?


- Girl:
Yes.


-7 month.. so fast-
but kinda meaningful.. thx to whoever who sent it ^^

my dad's reply

oooo got a reply from him already...
and this is what he said

One day I will buy it for you, when the product has been proven good and reliable, and the price is CHEAP.

LOL...my pro 'bomber' dad.. unbeatable ~ .~

the new Lap version~


















the new 1 that've been produce...NUCLEAR BOmb... (yea rite~)
it does look cool though..heard before yen and vliat talking bout it though..but hasn't seen it before. the vid shows a clearer aspect of it
















this is the vid my dad sent to me
rolltop~
love it! but how the real thing is when its in front of us ?~
and of course, its expensive...

-asked dad is it he want to buy it for me. He say dont know where to get it.. which mean if he know he buying it for me? =D-

opps it cracks

doubt I'll sleep tonight


┌∩┐(◕_◕)┌∩┐ puıɯ ɹuoʎ ssǝuısuq




xD found this kinda creative than the usual o0o friend used --
this is much nicer and cute..xD

walk on by

2 days 4 nights
-am foolish xD-