went to The One Academy (toa) on last 23/12

jc went with me along with my dad

saw lots of interesting stuff there

at first I was not clear of what and which I want to get into

thanks for all the exhibition and seminars =) I'm much certain now

later on dad drop me at jc at kp

we went to cc =...= say ks yu there with his gang

later on I walk to panda's hse

quite alot of ppl were there already...

kinda nice saw lots of so-long-didn't-see face

had some chat.. then got alot of left over vege

sen chen say wanna do salad... ok lo.. help out

wash wash.. cut cut.. suddenly saw adwin's hand bleed

wash the bbq stick till hand bleed

lots of blood.. aiks aiks... leave the job to pbsm weng shen

done with the salad.. panda had some and then NO ONE ate it

-___- sen chen zhao lo left me alone wit the salad

in the end he ate the left over that I tah pao..=D

had talks with hui lian and seow wei..

everything is just fantasy...

didnt want to go back so early though..but no choice dad was calling edi

next day , christmas eve.. then christmas...and the day next.. what I did... I forgot....

but I remember I went to watch avatar with Andy at bkt tinggi jj

then went kp met up with sen chen,gan, sangkara and pang..

suppose to play bowling.. but too late.. better go back..

haha have fun guys! =D

Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

lonely christmas

the snow's shadow which wasn't polluted
doesn't seems to be grey
but blue

At the night without anyone
The blue shadow falls on the snow
Just keep staying there

am I trying not hard enough for you?

to you, I'm just fooling around

but I've really tried my best..

-at last.. I broke down..-

1st sketch shadowing

which better O.O

1st sketch

andy!! done x) a bit cacat though.. pai seh

will they not lie to you just because they're the one you trusted the most?

once the person you most trust and most love betray you

you won't forget that kind of pain for the rest of your life

but when you know the truth of why they betrayed or lied to you

the pain felted are far worse..

sushi's day 2

=D sushi came to stay for the second day d..

yesterday we talk till 6am++

@__@

yesterday went to watch storm warriors+princess and the frog

hmm the show not really nice...

when we went for the second movie..

left..right..front..xD all kids...

today nothing much to do..

sushi watching tv with my bro now..

both 'conan' freak =__="

看见你离开

难道在你的心里，真的没有我了吗？

难道我不是你渴望的幸福吗？

难道我不再是你的心灵寄托？

难道你已不要我在你的身边？

你曾经说过，

你不能失去我，

你会永远爱着我，

你无时无刻想念我，

你也很想天天抱着我。

这，都是骗我的吗？

-----------------。。。真的好辛苦。。。-----------------

comedy? ...horror..

went to kp pick the 3 guys

huis.. all wear so nice..xD

in the car..

chee feel so tense.. wakaka

reach le.. saw a santa claus.. very cute!!

the decoration there not bad..

yesterday went aeon bkt tinggi..

decoration also beh pai.. use recyclable items..creative~

went in s.piramid..

1st stop.. arcade.. Lol.. spent RM10 there

played racing with Andy and Zen.. -.- lose..

played drum with chee.. =.= also lose

play three button..xD.. can say I win.. I use one coin only

few minutes later shu ee reached..

suddenly everyone disappear from arcade..

left me and chee... went to find them..

they buying ticket...

then me and chee found out they watching 'zombieland'

both of us like.. 'shit!'.. but can't do anything.. buy edi..

got some time before the movie start..

went walking around... want to eat but can't decide what to eat..

end up.. didn't eat.. went to buy drinks at cinema..

'ting!' can go in liao..

while walking.. felt 'weird'... then realised my hand was full with blood..

sei.. happen again....... that day went Klang Parade also liddat..

put my drinks down and quickly excuse myself to the washroom..

while washing ppl was like looking at me.. x.x pai seh la..

headed back ..almost 'sesat'..

while watching..........

first start.. edi .. creep.. me out...

that movie stated 'COMEDY'...

but.. its was.. HORROR to me..

damnit...... everyone was laughing but I was like.. trembling..

chee sat beside me.. he knows everything..

he didn't like the show too though.. wanted to run out but he stay put and go through the whole show with me..

..damn it.. it was ..gross.. how could those ppl laugh......

ok.. I admit.. I almost... cried out......x.x

show over.. I'm still trembling..................

shu ee, zen and andy seems to have fun though.. gosh!!!

now.. what to makan.. everyone was like asking each other

alamak.. walk sini sana..

shu ee suggest Popeye.. went there.. see see.. er.. don't seems to meet our needs

then chee suggest 'Manhattan Fish Market'...

went there.. place full.. they open a table for us..

open menu.. see see.. 'wth.. so exp'..

WE, who feel 'sim tia' walk out of the restaurant..

haha.. kinda bad though.. but what to do....

we ended up eating at Ichiban Ramen.. ah zen's suggestion

andy went somewhere outside s.p to eat though..

next .. we plan to go bowling.. but they having competition there..

went archery... x.x zen so pro.. wth... I sux like hell

-_- andy kept 'monitoring' us though

time to 'sau tong' and BaLiK....

zen follow his sis go back..

the rest follow shu ee's car...

parking cost RM6... wth?

in the car.. talk talk.. show the guys some pic..

-_- realise guy's eye not 'sharp' enough than girls.. kolian..xD

shu ee dropped us at kP..

what three of us did there? jalan jalan.. bual bual..

lots of things happened.. shared our stuff

half way.. Andy dunno 'chao lou' go where..

didn't get to tell him bye bye..

then me and chee went our separate ways...

in car.. hmmm.. had pressure..

got 'lecture' of something..... sigh.. why does mum always 'keh liao' of what I said..

felt tensed when reached home.. but chill...its already a daily process~

just do what they told you and don't argue much

and now................... its... dark.. and ..... I can't sleep.

why??.. cuz... I just watched something that I C-A-N-T watch..

T________________________________T

=oh!! Andy, Zen, Chee and Shu Ee owe me $$..xD hohoho =

want car? wait..

3 'leng zhai' wating for me at kp now

yet i'm still online...

kp still not yet open also..xD kolian

wait ah....xD

if this goes on..I'll surely go blind

day 9 of SPM

the last day

chemist..

er....haha.. speechless

everyone say D-I-E

Andy : paper 2 is a killer (agreed xD.. but 20 marks part.. ouch!)

paper 3.. the experiment part... haha created 'own' experiment

the only paper that I went out early is only for ICT..

as that day wanna die edi.. so sick..

this time paper 3 chemist. last paper..

wanna go out d... but need the question paper for junior

think think... at last got an idea...

fold fold the paper ..

keep all my stationary into pocket..

wait for the time where a lot ppl get up and chao..

flip flip the paper.. trying not to make anything seem suspicious

ok! 5 ppl got up.. all follow each other one..

I got up.. straight take bag ..

RUN!!!! xD

fren say that pah lia indian pengawas didn't make it in time to call me

=P too bad....

3.00pm.. reach kp.. v.thin fetch..=D

this is OF Cuz.. not the driver.. but the 'tai sui jie'

this siao kia kept taking pic.. disturbing us --

sneaky guy..xD

christmas coming......

first warm up.. aiyo .. andy.. not say wanna beat me one meh..xD

at the last round you got 100+ score but I get 140 =P still lose me

haha but glad all of your had fun ^^

we had a great dinner too...

fast food for dinner...xD

10 ppl in one table..

went to see games later on..ps2~psp~pc~

back home...

did the chores ...

then mum said "mah zai mai ka wa zhut ki liao" (tomoro don't you go out already)

T_______T

>_< three night straight

after physic paper.. fuuu kinda give up..

started to touch AngelJam back..

can't stop

all fadly's fault.. T_T

got addicted back >.<

got to know wendy and 'ayam'

kept playing till 'early' morning..

1st night we play till 7.00 am

2nd night play till 5.00 am

3rd night play till 4.00am

~.~ must study now...

ich habe Hunger - I am hungry

a german language that fadly taught me =D

5/12/2009 - happY birtHday leong Wee !!! =D

day 8 of SPM

hmmm

so fast...

over d...

physics.. 3 paper..

this subject...

I barely revise

paper 1..30 correct.. "highest" record for me edi

never been good at physic anyway

this morning my mum said

"you don't like physic why still take the exam?"

@_@ lol.. a shocking question~

paper 2.. don't know what I wrote though..

paper 3.. ok la.. happen to come out the experiment that I happen to read through

-just bath half an hour ago.. was still in my uni. that time.. haha-

6 to 4 member

elder sis leaving to aus. soon

her flight is at 1.00am..

home = left me and my bro

- happy birthday c.wai~-

a better dish

this was the lunch for today!

it looks better than yesterday's though

and of course.. it taste better too!! ^^

2 + 8 minutes dish

ewww? gross?

had to cook lunch..

dunno what to cook..

usually I'll just prepare the 'spaghetti + campbell soup' though

but want to try something different today

want to know what's inside ? =P

here it goes.....

as usual~ just take what's available

and crack my head on how and what to cook

found mushroom~ fishball~ sausage~

a weird looking mi-hun...

on done.. cook~ (didn't cook sausage and the following ingredient before just cook it based on my 'instinct' xD)

asked bro do to the 'soft boiled egg'...4 of it...

steamed the sausage.. (did 'design' for the sausage though =D)

while boiling the water , threw the mushroom in...

water boiled.. throw the mi-hun in ...

1 minute passed.. throw the fish balls in..

1 minute passed... DONE!!!

xD sausage done too~

did the cleaning and bro finish the soft-boiled egg.. (he just emerge the eggs into the hot water for 8 minutes though)

what's the soft-boiled egg for?

we scrambled it~

then poured it in the mi-hun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mix mix....

xD that's our lunch!!!!

=no stomach-ache, no food poisoning~ it was tasty!!!! ^^=

day 7 of SPM

account~

like what all around the society normally said

sure A ~ free A~

went to school as usual..

saw shuen ^^ then along with chan and zoey

sat next to zoey's table..

paper 1~ easy... sap sap water~

went out the hall with confident..

paper 2

start doing document..

write write, flip flip, high-light, shift shift....

IMBANG!! -happy-

question 2.. look through.. (apa ni.. SKip..)

went on with question 3, 4 and 5...

switched back to question 2..

er.....

pinjaman kadar 12%? pinjaman kadar 10%? wth is that????

tahun mula tahun tamat...

wtf? wth is that for??? faedah pinjaman? @#$%^

SKIP!!!!

and of coz~ in the end kunci kira-kira didn't imbang~

wrote the last digit in time when

"ok. berhenti menjawab"

(phewww....) question 2 really kills....

S.Chen : Omg man! lol. Freak! All the f words on the question 2! walao eh.. go facebook boycott
Andy : I was like sitting in hell.. wth man.. killing my brain cells
c.Yuan: I die hanging inside

w.Seng: very ci kek!!! din do question 4! not enough time!

w.zen : wth, so different

lol.. letz pray hard~ x.x

the sound of the overture

hmm~?

9 days to go

then, my overture will expire~

T_T gosh!

gonna miss the sound of it.....

day 6 of SPM

oh gosh~
add maths paper 1... 7 blank
add maths paper 2... 3 blank
ah~ didn't had much time~
I'm the type that need lots of time to handle this subject
aiks aiks... its a long day hour~

night time d.. reaching to 9pm..
i'm still in my school uniform..

Thing that had been done and yet to be done
1. take the clothes in
2. fold the clothes
3. iron the clothes
4. put the clothes into the closet of each family member's
5. think what to prepare for my meal (since I can't have rice~)
6. prepare the ingredients
7. cook (30 minutes )
8. eat (xD no! i'm not sharing, pig bro!)
9. I'm bloated
10. I just realized I had on my blue ribbon all along..forgotten to take it off..LOLX
11. take med
12. bath
13. time to hang out with my electronic items today x)

14. take out add maths notes, books, paper, from my study table

15. read up a few books (flip flip)

16. brush teeth

17. I'm 17 years old this year~time flew.. off to bed~

=~2week of exam, 8 subjects finished~=

skipped dinner.. no appetite..

just swallow up my med

tomorrow long hours of exam

dad asked me to bring my med along

==

being in the examination class

having 6-7 pills in my stomach

ewww ==

oh yea~ thx cy for the lunch! and sorry yea.. lots of housework to do, didn't had much time to 'layan' you.. >< !

day 5 of SPM

moral .. I sCREWED....

just happen to read on the way to school

ytd I was like a dead walking corpse

didn't know what I was reading

=home alone again =

day 4 of SPM

maths.. (werid.. how did I get this answer)

ICT ( er..what ?..what?..I'm collasping -out- )

-went out early .. called sis..

Y: erm I maybe can't fetch you (nvm..)

=called dad.. called wrong number.. ~ fast close.. (half- dead)

45 minutes later.. dad arrived..

doc : where are you not feeling well girl

A : er.. I'm having flu..

doc : got fever?

A : er.. don't know..

doc : hmmm I hope not ~

doc : GOSH! very high fever!

A : er.. lol?

doc : tuesday what exam are you having?

A : moral...

doc : HUH? your still having moral?! stupid moral

A : O.O

doc : wednesday?

A : add maths..

doc : ooo add maths should be ok rite? no need to study much

A : -_- (lol.. my add maths sux)

doc : should be ok right since earlier you studied d.. now just revise right?

A : (lolx.. er..stuDieD?.. nope~)

could barely hear

house so silent..

nobody around except me

my moral and add maths for the next day

D-O-O-M-E-D

food to be taken - NO rice.. EAT porridge/ bread

drinks to be taken - drink lots and LOTS of water.. + 100 plus

week2 task

1. "study"

2. do house chores (maid bye bye edi)

3. take care of pets

4. eat medicine + rest well

5. watch out for strangers (home alone ..who wanna company meT_T)

I love you

one can be so faithful and patience..

was it wise to wait or was it not?

as always, love hurts....

dealing with childish minded ppl

friendship circle~

wanting to be in a certain group

but not wanting others to 'join' in

thinking you could control a friend's right

to stop them from doing what you dislike

however, you must know that

who they want to mix with is one's own choice

its not something you or me or other party can decide

thinking of it..

you joinned this 'group'..

been close to them

yet you can't accept that your other friends did that

other 'group' can accept you into their friendship circle

but YOU couldn't accept your friend having others into their friendship circle

WAKE UP.. you're not the one who RULES everything

stop your selfish and childish mind act

and STOP making your OWN conclusion

talking bad bout others.. point out this and that

why dont you just LOOK AT YOURSELF FIRST

THINK
if YOU are one of them without friends
I wonder HOW will you think or feel
when others have their own 'group'
and if they are like YOU

nevertheless to ever think of having your so-called
"TRUE FRIENDS/ CLOSE FRIENDS"

going nutz

had learn up 3 scores so far..

many to go.... enjoyed the rhythm

day 3 of SPM

est..... what's this what's that...????????

the meaningful story that is in our English paper

Inspirational Stories for Teenagers: Gift of Love

The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he had told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Safiya, thirty-four, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. Once a fiercely independent woman, Safiya now felt condemned by this terrible twist of fate to become a powerless, helpless burden on everyone around her.

"How could this have happened to me?" she would plead, her heart knotted with anger. But no matter how much she cried or ranted, she knew the painful truth her sight was never going to return. A cloud of depression hung over Safiya's once optimistic spirit. Just getting through each day was an exercise in frustration and exhaustion. And all she had to cling to was her husband Meraj.

Meraj was an Air Force officer and he loved Safiya with all of his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again. Meraj's military background had trained him well to deal with sensitive situations, and yet he knew this was the most difficult battle he would ever face.

Finally, Safiya felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Meraj volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city.

At first, this comforted Safiya and fulfilled Meraj's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however, Meraj realized that this arrangement was not working - it was hectic, and costly. Safiya is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But just the thought of mentioning it to her made him cringe. She was still so fragile, so angry. How would she react?

Just as Meraj predicted, Safiya was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. "I am blind!" she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you are abandoning me."

Meraj's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. Meraj promised Safiya that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Meraj, military uniform and all, accompanied Safiya to and from work each day. Meraj taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment.

Meraj helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her and save her a seat. Meraj made her laugh, even on those not-so-good days when she would trip exiting the bus or drop her briefcase. Each morning they made the journey together and Meraj would take a cab back to his office. Although this routine was even more costly and exhausting than the previous one, Meraj knew it was only a matter of time before Safiya would be able to ride the bus on her own. Meraj believed in her, in the Safiya he used to know before she would lost her sight, who was not afraid of any challenge and who would never, ever quit.

Finally, Safiya decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Meraj, her temporary bus riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, his love. Safiya said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly and Safiya had never felt better. Safiya was doing it! She was going to work all by herself!

On Friday morning, Safiya took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying for her fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Sister, I sure envy you."

Safiya was not sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"

The driver responded, "It must feel so good to be taken care of and protected like you are."

Safiya had no idea what the driver was talking about, and asked again, "What do you mean?"

The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you when you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches you until you enter your office building. Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky woman."

Tears of happiness poured down Safiya's cheeks. For although she could not physically see him, she had always felt Meraj's presence. Safiya was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she did not need to see to believe
- Gift of Love that can bring light where there had been darkness ...

=not all men can do what Meraj (Malik) had done =


ESSAY
wrote bout a story..
and the story was based on a true story that happened in my life
"..we said our goodbyes and walk in separate ways."

day 2 of SPM

paper 2 history was easy xD
we all had a great laugh with the friendly pengawas peperiksaan in the class at the last 30 minute

day 1 of SPM

but now..



all andy's fault ..T__T






















PUnca seseorang menghadapi kesukaran untuk tidur
-menghadapi penyakit 'INSOMNIA'-

-currently-

don blame me

if I told you the tips not zhun.. don blame me.. you ask me I just answer what was provided to me and what I know.. xD

cant feel spm is coming though is tomoro..xD

facebook account owner changed

oh yea.. and my facebook account now is in the control of my little bro

this has started since last week just forgotten to tell

so it was not me that's on the facebook =)

deadly Sick

got sick so easily now.. effect from skipping so many days of sleep

right after I came back from school yesterday

I bath, ate (== dont feel like eating but was forced by my maid )

and went straight to bed..

woke up around 9 smth... (skipped dinner) studied for 1 hours

then I slept back... and what time I woke up?? 5am??

Nooo... I woke up at 11am the next morning...

my whole body was in pain ...

so sick .. x.x.. couldn't move around much..

body got colder and colder..

my body is wrapped all over while I'm studying ..

it's not easy to concentrate with headaches attacking my tiny brain

but I manage to go through it..

bro touched me and got shocked...

x) yea little one.. I'm cold blooded now~

love automatic! thanks sushi! it really was great and I've gone through the lyric..

yeah.. its AWESOME !! x)

eggy : whatever songs you've just recommended to me.. automatic is still nicer =D

the last chance to experience

yesterday was fun! crossing the road was dangerous and inexperience for me..

with the 3 road that've been made to one way road...

reach school at 8.15am.. nobody cares anyway.. lol

went to change to my uniform.. look at the mirror.. my face was pale white @_@

freaked out.. but no time to lose.. everyone's at the hall.. got to hurry..

8.30am.. sat at the hall... hearing the teacher saying "pelajar yang keluar awal ialah seorang yang pemalas" (which mean we should not go out early from our house and be late for our exam ? ROFL)

and here goes the 'mohon restu'.. one teacher kissed me on both cheeks crying.. one hugged me .

'touched' each and every teacher's hand except for one ..-.- both of us stood there for a while looking at each other..

time to arrange the tables and chair... whoosh, we the GIRLS gotta carry tables, chairs, cupboard, teacher's table.. up down, left right

about 10.45 we were moved to elsewhere while they lock all the blok..

blurred.. wondering what's next...

went to a teacher and asked her what are we suppose to do

"tunggu masa balik " ..LMAO.. and its about to rain.. gosh gosh...

nvd.. just wait..then counselling teacher came..

and as usual.. here she goes.. blah blah blah...

after she finish her 'speech' , quickly went to change..

12.30. no time to wait..time to go back~

cross the busy road again.. this time I got to pass more scary traffic..

made it and passed high school... suppose to meet CK at 'ang tau peng'

manatau when I reach he was already at home..

he thought it'll rain heavily and I've went home..

x.x aiks.. nvm.. change plan and took some while to think which road to use

looking at the droplets of water ~

went to some place before going back home...

one of it was the basketball court where I used to play at..

all the ppl there were nice and fun.. it really brings back memories..

the rain only stopped when I reach home

zen said the rain was for me.. lOL

its really was fun.. thanks cyen for the bike...

I am so DEAD

today the weather was bad and ME having licence but NO car was waiting for the bus to go tuition when it started to RAIN~
worse to worse I stepped out and got wet but the bus just ignored me and passed by me ==

while walking ~ I saw
the dry leaves flying around
the skies roar as the lightning strikes
the flashes of light was just in front of me (trembling )
droplets of water began to fall~

for two days I slept for only one night..
slept this night..and the next day I won't be able to sleep
this continued on and on till now..
and today is the particular night where I can't sleep

-i'm dying.....................................-

later it'll be the 1st day I cycle to school! :D

therefore, my last word.. (if anything were to happen ... LOL)

stay healthy and happy

go on with the choices you've made

I'll always remember the days we had together

hope the one beside you now will treat you better than I do

when you need me, just say the password and I'll be right there

a meaningful story to me (till now)

Crying in the rain....

Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...Jun was veri charming & many girls couldn`t help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.

As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.although She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love him wholeheartedly...

Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joining.

Jun then ask her: Why don't you let me join you?

Jen replied: Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.

Jun then ask her again: If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?

But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...

Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well.

However, nothing last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen.

One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.

That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.

He said: Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you.

After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried.. Jun hugged her tightly.

He said: Jen, there's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just wouldn't allow me to accompany you?

Jen was stunned..

pausing for a few seconds,

Jen replied...

Because...

Because i don't wish to let you know...

I was crying..

a sweet e-mail

So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:

-Girl:
I love you.


- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!


-Girl:
Really?


- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.


- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?


- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?


- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.


- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.


- Girl:
..........


- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?


- Girl:
Yeah...where?


- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?


-Girl:
Ok.


- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?


- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?


- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...


-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...


- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.


- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?


- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?


- Girl:
Yeah?


- Boy:
I love you.


- Girl:
I love you too!


- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.


- Girl:
Ok bye.


- Boy:
Bye.


*******************************************************


2 hours later...


The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....


- Girl:
Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)


- Boy:
Wadssup.....you ready?


- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?


- Boy:
Ok.


They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......


- Boy:
Wait! Can I blindfold you?


- Girl:
Why??!?


- Boy:
Its a surprise.


- Girl:
What kinda surprise??


- Boy:
A big one.


- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...


- Boy:
I promise.


- Girl:
Ok blindfold me.....


So they drove off.........and then they stopped....


- Boy:
Ok we're here!!


-Girl:
Where??


- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!


- Girl:
What place??


- Boy:
Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)


- Girl:
Baby!...


The boy walks her to the place....


- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blindfold off.


- Girl:
Where are we??


He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......


- Girl:
Omg...!(tears come down)


- Boy:
Why are you crying?


- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...


- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)


- Girl:
(tears come down faster)


- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!


- Girl:
Get up!


- Boy:
Yeah?


- Girl:
(kisses him)


- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?


- Girl:
Yes.

-7 month.. so fast-

but kinda meaningful.. thx to whoever who sent it ^^

my dad's reply

oooo got a reply from him already...

and this is what he said

One day I will buy it for you, when the product has been proven good and reliable, and the price is CHEAP.

LOL...my pro 'bomber' dad.. unbeatable ~ .~

the new Lap version~

the new 1 that've been produce...NUCLEAR BOmb... (yea rite~)

it does look cool though..heard before yen and vliat talking bout it though..but hasn't seen it before. the vid shows a clearer aspect of it

this is the vid my dad sent to me

rolltop~

love it! but how the real thing is when its in front of us ?~

and of course, its expensive...

-asked dad is it he want to buy it for me. He say dont know where to get it.. which mean if he know he buying it for me? =D-

opps it cracks

doubt I'll sleep tonight

┌∩┐(◕_◕)┌∩┐ puıɯ ɹuoʎ ssǝuısuq

xD found this kinda creative than the usual o0o friend used --
this is much nicer and cute..xD

walk on by

2 days 4 nights

-am foolish xD-

lebih teachers

pn ding and soong say i rude today.. that time take present, me and ms take flag run go stage.. s.li taking the present.. then pn.ding ask me help s.li cuz heavy.. i pass the flag to ms.. but s.li say she can take.. i ma take my flag back.. then both of the teacher scold me ask me help her.. i reply them back "she say she can take by herself she don need help" then i run back wit the flag wit ms.. then later my rumah teacher call me.. she say tat both teacher ask her to tell me that i'm rude.. wth la.

its liddat de la.. only i'll kena.. almost 80% of the teacher treat me liddat in school.. xi kuan jiu hao.. cuz you can't fight them also.. they'll always say they're right.. if i did anything wrong i have to say sorry to them but if they're wrong they won't say sorry to me but instead is i'm force by teacher to say though i'm not wrong.. this thing happen to me since form 1.. dunno my face got what till need to treat me liddat.. especially pn.DING

fakers

ytd just hungry so went to buy food to eat since chemist two period no teacher..

she say i know its wrong yet i do it.. I know she's looking,yet I purposely did it to make her angry.. she ask what happened to me.. why wan to make all the teachers angry.. all of them had been saying bout me. why i become so rebellious.. izzit i don like her. so i purposely wan to make her angry. i did made her angry but unfortunately after she reach home she forgot everything.. ytd she didnt call me it doesn't mean she'll leave things the way it is.. what happen.. what made me liddat.. its obvious something happened as my result drop suddenly while always it maintained at the top.. she won't be angry with ym if she did it but only me cuz i'm a prefect.. got prob at home? stress?. she ask me tell out.. she know i won't say anything.. cause she know i'm that type.. and i find it hard to trust ppl.. she ask me to learn to trust ppl.. keep everything to myself one day i'll explode


its obviously seen now im exploding already.... she keep asking me to tel.. or izzit i wan her to call my dad.. she keep saying..yet i kept quiet.."so if i say i call your dad, you'll say , CALL la, rite?".. still i kept quiet.. she kept asking me why i did that.. what are my purpose.."giving you penalty won't affect anything also .. if you're me.. tell me wad should i do to you"... tell me what happened to you.. or you need me to call your dad and talk to you so you'll tell out..

she told me there's many others that care for me.. that, i know.. evenso ntg can be done
she ask me to write down and email to her..
because of my result.. she say i'm giving up on my studies d..

a lot running through my mind when she said all of wad she wanna say.. when she's done i went to wash my face.. she call ym.. she ask her wad happen to me.. why my result liddat.. am i having stress.. did something happen at home.. and then ntg else... its totally unfair

since form 1 teachers pick on me.. i can trust NON of them

the past is still haunting me.. my form2 nightmare runs through my memory.. i can never trust anyone even FRIENDS especially... no One! even mum betrayed me!

last time i would complain alot.. but get scolded back in return.. fight with bro.when parents around.. he win.. in the end.. i got tired of all this.. and just kept quiet.. bro had his way and wadever he does i just remain silent.. i frequently came home crying but remain silent bout it.. then they notice my secretive character... yet its too late for them to only realise and change things

someone companied me till i reach home.. when i reach home dad's car was not there.. he went around searching for me.. tat time i din bring phone to school yet.. that time.. second chance was given to my parents.. i told them wad happened.. i told them i wan to change school.. dad say wan go school sue that teacher..but it was all just bird talk.. i didn't mind.. but parents say next year form 3 only change school.. but yet.. its also just bird talk.. then they say form 4.. but till now.. i still remained..here...

bout this techer case.. they say probably its my fault.. so just forget bout it.. fine...then bout the changing school thing they say left two three more years only.. just finish it up.. damn...

cuz follow fren.. i came to bK.. but still.. it was at bk.. i got dumped by these "fren"

this is also the place i see ppl with two faces.. ppl who steps on me.. use me.. to get to the top
I called this "jinkak".. just being used by tat jinkak person.. decided not to tell anyone bout wad she did.. let her do what she want.. let her be with her(class monitor) fake stories with her beloved teacher

this morning
I dreamt I was crying non-stop..
was hurt by friends again
I was so alone
in a classroom, I sat alone
I cried alone.. everyone just looked at me
just stared at me with their sickening eye
I hate it...

high school IRR Charity Run

at 1st can't attend for this run
but find a way out through it though
and in the end manage to go ^^
woke up at 4am
lied on bed and waited till 4.30..
went to wash up...
then quickly finish up my acc hw &gt;.&lt;
at 7 sharp! finish my hw le.. whoosh.. done a lot..
quickly get ready and went out
hmm my auto gate lock.. key in parents room..
went to get my key to open the small emergency gate
*twist twist* *turn turn*
weird... the lock doesn't wan to be unlocked ==
in the end i gave up.. and guess what
I got out of my house by climbing on my house fench
-.- luckily no one saw.. if not i'll be mistaken to be a thief !
was rushing~ and shuen say she's alone..
woot.. luckily as i reached the bus was juz arriving..
get on the bus and there were juz 3 person on the bus
the driver and a malay man about age of 22++
within 5-8 min.. i reached the school..XD quite fast
hmmm didn't knew where's the place though...
called shuen.. she was out cycling with tan pulak ==
so i walked around~ ooo ! spot a bk!
went in and spot rocky! she drove here with her mum though.. chun
&gt;.&lt;
helped rocky to unload the stuff from the car...so many things..
before running we did some "exercise" conduct by eric..
then when wanna run d.. can't spot tricia and shu ee
then shuen say she gastric.. hmmm so din force her to run
let me alone.. tak tau wan run not TT
then saw ma juniors.. ~.~ juz run with them la...
at 1st walk with them.. none of them running +.+..
so company them walk lor.. suddenly gladys jio me run
@@ suprising... haha.. so run lu~... we run run run non stop..
till suddenly pass market there.. run run run till..
O.O she's nowhere to be seen d ...
half way running into a narrow corner .. suddenly got a siao siao indian uncle kacau
==... in front of me was a boy about form 3 or 4.. he got freak out and quickly run with me..
-.- kacau punya uncle... luckily din come near me if not he SEI!=x
O.O pass somwhere around my house.. I saw many many MONkey on the house roof!!
about 15!! gosh!! called Sen Chen.. ask him come and take pic of it
manatau he din pass there.. go cycle other place==
ooo then i spot Andy Koh..
that day panas -.- kinda regret running.. thinking.. why did i run and not join those not running 1
run half way .. suddenly heard someone from behind called
omg.. ! i thought its xiong.. quickly CHaoz!!!
thought i lose that siao kia.. manatau -.-.. its BABI and he caught me up
-.- i stop running and walk...
throught out the way i thought babi will continue running..
manatau.. he followed me till reach high school
along the whole way.. he keep talking non stop..
bising giler.. BABI......
keep hitting me with his smelly towel ==
reach le receive free 100 plus..
while waiting I kept walking around...
got support bk stall alot.. buy some stuff...
dunno what to do.. saw shuen busy ..
then sallyn company me ~ follow her around...
in the hall we took some pic ..
after that dunno wad to do le..
plan to go kp.. hmm.. so me and shuen hang out at high school a while
oh! we played the big ice.. throw up high high and see it drop down
*poop* break into so many small pieces.. kinda fun.
those who's miss it.. too bad xP...
then me and shuen decide to chaoz d.. chew kit company us half way though
reach there le.. forced shuen to eat.. gastric punya fella still duwan eat-.-
then went to kp walk walk...
shuen suddenly grab my hand..
-.-...................
was kinda tired though.... mayb woke up too early xO....
reach home le went to bath~ then keluar makan.. uncle treat.. lolx..
ate alot-.-.. pui po....

some pic from IRR

the badge.. got two of it for free.. one from sallyn another from sir anthony


love this pic^^ ..

competition~:: sickness

this year got involve in so many things
dunno why also.. dunno why I got chosen also

represent school for cross country... then came back lose~
haha every year the same thing.. juz once during form 2.. won a MSSD medal for kumpulan category de.. after that no more lu~



this year when represent school for cross country... I was having fever,flu,leg pain (dunno why) .. hmmm cuz have to "wakil" for the cross country. I went to see doc... quite long din go see doc d... xD... swt... banyak med that she gave.. leg de also got pill @@....

after this I represent my class for school anti dadah poster competiton..
theme "masyarakat madani tanpa dadah" so can't draw unsur negatif thing ==
draw half way I gave up.. then go out from the place..then go train my ahli for marching saringan..xD
today juz went to represent for school poster competition ==......
went with shuen and 2 more form 3 girl.. don like the indian form 3 girl..cheng =x
go chung hwa school.. its a newly builded school... wuuu kinda nice...
saw a group of taekwandos~
swt...we got to draw on a BIG piece of paper.. not art paper
but a much bigger one.. around the size of two combination art block..swt...
its was my and shuen 1st time..

restless

next morning~.
haix... tiredly went on to school
=forgotten to fill in my bottle with water.. brought an empty bottle to school..=

*got down from car *
saw yM ..(gosh..she's gonna bully me again..haix)
juz went on... she called me... I din chap le... don feel like layaning anyone now..
reach class..............GOSh.. So many Hw!! all last friday de hw..sei..i'm doomed..

today got competition to do slide show for "anti-dadah"
hmmm our school became the host... many school came... all send 3 representative..
three school "chicken out" though...
chung hwa , batu Unjong and HIGH SCHOOL.. OMG..xO
got to stand at the main gate there "sambut" guest...
kinda fun though .. standing outside playing around with ying,jiun and tirzah
later on all went in to the computer lab d...
5 prefects became the pemantau .. aka.. "KEPO"

A , WQing, Ying, TJiun and CYen... tirzah went back to class d.. xO so kuai~
feel too tired to go back to class... wanna rest.... 4 of my buddy were using com to practice on their "VB" test.. I'm the first one in the class who has done it though (wakakaka)
as they were using.. i sat on the floor..lean on the wall.. and slept... wuuuu

teacher suddenly say got a competition.. to design 'broshure'.. tOMOoro.. swt. always last minute only tell....
5 representative from 5Sc3 and 5V1 class... hmmmm tak tau buat.. but just enter la..haha
-.- swt... today miss TANSC scold me.. i did the peka but din do the experiment
I half way talking to another teacher bout the kinabalu house thing she came and interupt and scold me say why din stay back while others stay back to do it
SWT... like I know have to stay backk she din even told me..
blah blah blah she went on with the "cheng" face of hers...
nvm....juz..sabar.. let her say what she want..
then duwan chap her d.. continue on with my beloved pn zu naidah
1.00pm only enter classroom... again.... hw lai liao.............wuuuuu....
enter class... hug sushi (Lind)...

then sat down.. haix.. thirsty~

sushi -: what time you slept yesterday?!
A -: er... dunno...hehe
sushi -: you see lor!! told you to sleep early d! duwan listen
A -: I can't sleep lerh...
sushi -: you see lor you see lor!!

then I told her bout it~ talk finish d.. fern was waiting for me.. as she wanted to tell me something...
fern told me her story~~ (hmmm kinda interesting... this siao zha boh)
later on PK period le....
I went back to my place... but beside me was 3 fellow buddy (Ym,fern and HSan) without text book.. oh well ... share share with them la
YM, as usual..the noisy 1.. kept talking.. and fern wanna continue telling her story to me.. so just listen... but also got listen to what teacher talking in front

CIk Norliana -: Shi Teen! bentangkan! penatlah cikgu nak mengajar kamu semua
A -: *shocked*
Cik Norliana -: masa wakil sekolah merentas desa kamu diam sahaja tapi dalam kelas
bising pulak
A -: *even shocked* cikgu mana ada!

nvm.. juz read..... kinda easy to bentang though.. haha bout "stress"
faktor :kurang keyakinan diri... ok everything went smoothly...
later on balik~ sat public bus~
reach home wan sleep d~
*reach upstair*
lay flat on bed..

gosh... today received a msg...
"hello.. is this kak shi teen"
Omg..xD... ooooo this reminds me of someone .. a junior that came to ask for my number during school sport day... hahaha... she told me someone wants it de.
that time din bother to ask her who was it though

hmmm this junior who msged me called "shuhada"..lol... kinda cute though ^^
then sushi suddenly ring ring me...
ask me izzit i'm busy.. haha.. cuz din reply her msg...
then lastly she told me
"remember to eat and wear your spec ah"
... lolx... siao po....

-die d.. still haven touch my homework.. still not yet ReSt as today edi so TIReD-

MGs and COnvent IU day coming le...feel like going
din go this kinda thing before....
asked shuen shuen.. she go only I go .. haha