deadly Sick

got sick so easily now.. effect from skipping so many days of sleep
right after I came back from school yesterday
I bath, ate (== dont feel like eating but was forced by my maid )
and went straight to bed..
woke up around 9 smth... (skipped dinner) studied for 1 hours
then I slept back... and what time I woke up?? 5am??
Nooo... I woke up at 11am the next morning...
my whole body was in pain ...
so sick .. x.x.. couldn't move around much..
body got colder and colder..
my body is wrapped all over while I'm studying ..
it's not easy to concentrate with headaches attacking my tiny brain
but I manage to go through it..
bro touched me and got shocked...
x) yea little one.. I'm cold blooded now~

love automatic! thanks sushi! it really was great and I've gone through the lyric..
yeah.. its AWESOME !! x)

eggy : whatever songs you've just recommended to me.. automatic is still nicer =D


the last chance to experience

yesterday was fun! crossing the road was dangerous and inexperience for me..
with the 3 road that've been made to one way road...
reach school at 8.15am.. nobody cares anyway.. lol
went to change to my uniform.. look at the mirror.. my face was pale white @_@
freaked out.. but no time to lose.. everyone's at the hall.. got to hurry..
8.30am.. sat at the hall... hearing the teacher saying "pelajar yang keluar awal ialah seorang yang pemalas" (which mean we should not go out early from our house and be late for our exam ? ROFL)
and here goes the 'mohon restu'.. one teacher kissed me on both cheeks crying.. one hugged me .
'touched' each and every teacher's hand except for one ..-.- both of us stood there for a while looking at each other..
time to arrange the tables and chair... whoosh, we the GIRLS gotta carry tables, chairs, cupboard, teacher's table.. up down, left right
about 10.45 we were moved to elsewhere while they lock all the blok..
blurred.. wondering what's next...
went to a teacher and asked her what are we suppose to do
"tunggu masa balik " ..LMAO.. and its about to rain.. gosh gosh...
nvd.. just wait..then counselling teacher came..
and as usual.. here she goes.. blah blah blah...
after she finish her 'speech' , quickly went to change..
12.30. no time to wait..time to go back~
cross the busy road again.. this time I got to pass more scary traffic..
made it and passed high school... suppose to meet CK at 'ang tau peng'
manatau when I reach he was already at home..
he thought it'll rain heavily and I've went home..
x.x aiks.. nvm.. change plan and took some while to think which road to use
looking at the droplets of water ~
went to some place before going back home...
one of it was the basketball court where I used to play at..
all the ppl there were nice and fun.. it really brings back memories..
the rain only stopped when I reach home
zen said the rain was for me.. lOL

its really was fun.. thanks cyen for the bike...

I am so DEAD

today the weather was bad and ME having licence but NO car was waiting for the bus to go tuition when it started to RAIN~
worse to worse I stepped out and got wet but the bus just ignored me and passed by me ==

while walking ~ I saw
the dry leaves flying around
the skies roar as the lightning strikes
the flashes of light was just in front of me (trembling )
droplets of water began to fall~

for two days I slept for only one night..
slept this night..and the next day I won't be able to sleep
this continued on and on till now..
and today is the particular night where I can't sleep

-i'm dying.....................................-

later it'll be the 1st day I cycle to school! :D
therefore, my last word.. (if anything were to happen ... LOL)

stay healthy and happy
go on with the choices you've made
I'll always remember the days we had together
hope the one beside you now will treat you better than I do
when you need me, just say the password and I'll be right there


a meaningful story to me (till now)

Crying in the rain....

Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...Jun was veri charming & many girls couldn`t help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.

As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.although She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love him wholeheartedly...

Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joining.

Jun then ask her: Why don't you let me join you?

Jen replied: Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.

Jun then ask her again: If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?

But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...

Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well.

However, nothing last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen.

One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.

That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.

He said: Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you.

After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried.. Jun hugged her tightly.

He said: Jen, there's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just wouldn't allow me to accompany you?

Jen was stunned..

pausing for a few seconds,

Jen replied...

Because...

Because i don't wish to let you know...

I was crying..

a sweet e-mail

So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:

-Girl:
I love you.


- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!


-Girl:
Really?


- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.


- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?


- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?


- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.


- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.


- Girl:
..........


- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?


- Girl:
Yeah...where?


- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?


-Girl:
Ok.


- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?


- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?


- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...


-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...


- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.


- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?


- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?



- Girl:
Yeah?


- Boy:
I love you.


- Girl:
I love you too!


- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.



- Girl:
Ok bye.


- Boy:
Bye.



*******************************************************


2 hours later...


The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....


- Girl:
Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)


- Boy:
Wadssup.....you ready?


- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?


- Boy:
Ok.


They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......


- Boy:
Wait! Can I blindfold you?


- Girl:
Why??!?


- Boy:
Its a surprise.


- Girl:
What kinda surprise??


- Boy:
A big one.


- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...


- Boy:
I promise.


- Girl:
Ok blindfold me.....


So they drove off.........and then they stopped....


- Boy:
Ok we're here!!


-Girl:
Where??


- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!


- Girl:
What place??


- Boy:
Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)


- Girl:
Baby!...


The boy walks her to the place....


- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blindfold off.


- Girl:
Where are we??


He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......


- Girl:
Omg...!(tears come down)


- Boy:
Why are you crying?


- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...


- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)


- Girl:
(tears come down faster)


- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!


- Girl:
Get up!


- Boy:
Yeah?


- Girl:
(kisses him)


- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?


- Girl:
Yes.


-7 month.. so fast-
but kinda meaningful.. thx to whoever who sent it ^^

my dad's reply

oooo got a reply from him already...
and this is what he said

One day I will buy it for you, when the product has been proven good and reliable, and the price is CHEAP.

LOL...my pro 'bomber' dad.. unbeatable ~ .~

the new Lap version~


















the new 1 that've been produce...NUCLEAR BOmb... (yea rite~)
it does look cool though..heard before yen and vliat talking bout it though..but hasn't seen it before. the vid shows a clearer aspect of it
















this is the vid my dad sent to me
rolltop~
love it! but how the real thing is when its in front of us ?~
and of course, its expensive...

-asked dad is it he want to buy it for me. He say dont know where to get it.. which mean if he know he buying it for me? =D-