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2010-06-11T04:32:00.000+08:00

LOLx.. i just realized..

I had 5 blogs... FIVE!!! @___@

after reading them feel abit stupid and funny..xD

went to explore others blog

=) see how others were doing

some don blog anymore

some stilll stay on with their blog

got to know lots of things

realized lots of things had changed

some are negative yet there's positives ones =D

hope everyone can get on happily with their life

to those I've offended and hate =X

i'm sorry ... especially to you, Ying =)

I hope you'll be happy together with him

what past is the past

what's most important is what happens ahead

be happy with what you are and who you are

and not trying to be smth else that you dislike =0..

wish you all the best =)

and sorry, ghu for hurting you...

I know you're trying really hard to change and get over it

I'll always be there when you need me...

=) its not too late .. your frenz still cared about you

everyone makes mistake ..

and sorry my Lind T___T

I did not purposely forgot your birthday

I did not purposely forgotten bout you

its just on that particular day , a big problem took place

and I was in a big mess T___T really sorry Lind...

when you come back tomorrow I'll explain and tell you everything bout it ^^

orange.. dont be sad .. I'll try to company you as much as I can tomorrow

sometimes things just doesn't work out fine

even-so you still have me.. still have your frenz here who cared bout you.. still have your buddy who makes you laugh =) cheer up kay?

sometimes you juz don realise the importance of someone or something till you loses them and just started to realized and regret when it'll already be too late....

undeposable memories

2010-04-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

too many things happen through out this year
we never knew what would come next
but what we know is whatever happened.. we can no longer turn it back

2010-02-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

you took my heart and left me breathless

Shuo Ni Ai Wo (say You Love Me)

2010-01-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

Raining let the dust and vapor disperse the memory
I quietly lean against you
Looking at you looking at those mottled sweetness
Love you but trap you and trap myself too

That unavoidable subtle wound of mine is in dull pain
The sweet excuses of you that could not be quit makes my vigor decadent

Saying you love me becomes a kind of greeting
Why not let go earlier
Let the love dropped let the ground full of scarlet

Saying you love me becomes a kind of torture
No need accompanying me walking (the path of life) till the end
I cannot undertake your promises

2010-01-17T22:53:00.001+08:00

just when I was starting to like you...

induction day 3

2010-01-08T13:42:00.002+08:00

ntg much for today..

just listen to briefing from this and that department

then from the principal..

later on briefing on the rules and regulation

next, our class for the 1st two semester..

I'm in A-1.. should be good right?

since its the 'advanced' class

but the rest of my new friends there were in the different class as mine

goshh....... at first thought of changing to A-2..

since, Orange, denise and Tricia is there..

but .. aiks.. different book then mine..

I thought theirs are the 'advanced' book too though

sigh..

Wing Wei is in the same situation as me though

she's in A-3 class, and alone

Constance and Alice is in the same class though

A-2 but its 'certificate' not the same like Orange's A-2 which is 'diploma'

hope I'll somehow manage to 'survive' in this class for 2 semester ..x.x

went to buy the materials we needed, RM168 in total

lots of stuff and heavy..

back home did this and that

drove to eng ann bought panadol for sis

after finishing all the works..

maid suppose to be back today

but somehow she didn't whereby she so-called 'run-away'

I lay flat on my bed, slept

funny thing is I dreamt that my maid is back

LOL... crazy enough...

-its been for 3 night straight I had bad dreams...

horror night~-

induction day 2

2010-01-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

reach the early as usual

and the 3rd earliest again

looked at the two person who's there

*lol.. I thought they said 'SHORTS'... maybe they're one of them that don't know shorts are SHORT*

xD haha..evil me..

Orange ask about my whereabouts..

then in a few minutes time she reached

why come so early?

what to do.. mum got to work~

we got bored and Orange SUGGESTEd to 'pick' Wing Wei up since she just stayed nearby..

thought she might be alone..

and I just AGREED..

therefore , ORANge its not my suggestion from the start..xD

orange showed me where she lived..

most of the houses there were where the students lived with the others

we reached wing wei's rented house..

but she's nowhere to be seen..

orange felt tricked..xD

then we just walked back

a few minutes later wing wei appeared..

lOL.. and then TRicia came..x.x

new friend today ..

Alice

20 years old (orange had a partner now ..xD)

from Miri, Sawarak

short hair, snow white~

Siew Chin

18 years old (she looked mature)

leng lui, tall, thin. had make ups when we played futsal =__=

DEEEE

18 years old

from Perlis

shoulder length hair, cheeky =D

our member of 6 ppl now become 7

Orange

Angel

Siew Chin (constance)

Deeeee (Denise)

Alice

Tricia

Wing Wei

my group all girls.. and today we're playing FUTSAL....

at Sport Planet

=___= haha....great.....

1st match ..vs with a group of GUYS

and guess what.. I'm the only 'MOnkey' running around

-.- exhausted... and of coz~ lose.. 2-0

thought ok lose.. OVER...

but, NO.. there's 2nd round.. x.x argh no strength left..

no choice.. just play.. this time vs with 4 guys 1 girl -__- still of coz lose

its AGAIN 2-0

out of energy.. ~ wanna faint wanna puke...

but we had fun ^-^ win or lose doesn't matter

but runner up and champion got a medal T____T

finally, group photo..

me, the shortie, were called to the front cause can't see me xD

time to go back~

exhausted..~

reach home still need to do this that -.-

saw orange I/C whereby the pic was her when she was 12

omg.. very big size and fat

and I looked at her now

OMG.. LENG LUI.. is this i/c really HERS??!!!

GOSH!! haha impressive~

induction day 1

2010-01-05T22:32:00.003+08:00

just slept for 1 hour

and I'm off to college for my 1st day of induction

reach there the 3rd earliest..

blur and very quiet

don't know anyone there..

but slowly don't know how..

get to know this girl, Ying Ying (orange)

at 1st we've been silent..

till we suddenly went for lunch together

she treated me -.- aiks.. I'm so gonna pay her back

we started talking alot..

my first friend..

20years old

from Perak

out-going, very emotion, playful

tomoro gonna hav a 'sport' activity..

short, T-shirt and sport shoe

we got to get in a group of 6-7 people

choose on our own (don't know anyone)

before going back 2 of the member from our group came and talk to us

erm.. at first I'm like *omg.. SWT*

both of them are funny yet "adorable and cute"

Tricia & wing wei

one started asking

Tricia : what's your name

Angel : erm .. you can call me angel

Tricia : *move hand doing circle on her head* oh the Angel!

Orange : erm .. you can call me orange

Tricia : *both hand shaped C and joined * oh ORange!

Angel & Orange : *swt man*

while exchanging phone number..

Wing Wei : erm.. how to spell orange? O-R-A-N-G?

Orange : haha yea

Angel : *swt.. er...orang? as in... PEople?* *sms-ing*

Tricia : *looked at me* you don't want me ah?

Angel : *shocked* oh oh.. sorry.. I'll type in my number for you

Tricia : *giggle* ok.. I thought you don't want me

Tricia : they said tomorrow wear shorts , long or short one?

Angel & Orange : *SWT??!!* shorts are short

lol.. we coincidently said it together at the same time..

shared and talked quite alot with orange

been sms-ing and 'gossiping'

now she's out with her 'ex'..

hav fun and good luck xD ...

lets have fun tomorrow~

yet to find out more about this girls

lOL..'future classmate'

2010-01-05T19:39:00.003+08:00

I didn't knew that this is what my friends actually see in me..

if its so..stop hanging out with me happily ..

don't get close to me since you felt uncomfortable..

lies..

witz

2010-01-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

fear

2010-01-04T20:38:00.003+08:00

I'll be facing my biggest fear tomorrow..great..hope it'll work out just fine..

sigh.. I'll tremble for sure..just like it did happen before..

I dreamt and I wept ..

It was a sweet moment

yet bitter in reality..

guess I've missed him too much

is this good? or bad?

I don't know..

had been confuse and lost for the whole entire month of dec

drowning

2010-01-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

x.x when will I ever catch my sleep back

going off to bed now...

which most of my frenz would be 'shocked' as its still 'early' for me

-...- no choice.. tomorrow I still need to wake up early AGAIN..

T__T exhausted..

but at least I manage to sleep now

rather than being tired and not be able to sleep again

need to clear off my mind asap

I need a hug

I need someone to hear me out

will you be the one..?

farewell+birthday

2010-01-02T22:01:00.004+08:00

reached ms house by 1.30pm

why?? WENG SHEN's fault..... -__- ask me 1pm reach there

I thought I late... manatau...I'm the earliest..

at first dunno what to do there...

but did and receive alot of phone calls

rock call then weng shen call then call andy then call here there again(pokai)

shuen went to bath her dog.. haha its cute and adorable

went here and there.. alot of 'spot' in her house brings back memories and flash back to me..

at last got things to help out..

firstly.. cut the carrot.. then..one kind of vege..which is cucumber (i think)

then wai zen the 2nd earliest to reach

the carrot was HARD!

still trying to cut it..xD

cucumber?o.O

around 3.45pm.. rock chan call me.. say the guys taking a long time to buy the cake

me,wai zen and shuen sat shuen's cousin car and went to kp to 'guide' the 3 drivers to shuen's hse (adwin.tommy and rock chan)

-.- the cousin siao.. drive so fast.. rock manage to catch up.. tommy and adwin , unseenable

reached..ntg much to do..wait the bbq thing to set up..

ok edi.. makan~

later on went the room and play..

got weird jelly with a lot of kind of 'taste'

I got toothpaste and popcorn =D lucky me

panda got 'vomit'..xD.. he's reaction when eating it was damn funny

then uncle brought wine in.. mostly everyone is drinking

andy offered and I tried a bit for the first time

x.x omg.. EEEwwwww!! the taste... ..argh..x.x

went to take soya to drink.. but the one I took become 'taufu' already (spoilt)

ARGh...fine.. just bear with the wine taste..

later on we moved on with the cake celebration of shu ee's birthday!

-___- they smashed her face onto the cake

her fair, face..rainbow colour..

then all of them started to play with the cake's cream

everyone was 'wiped' wit the cream on their face,hand,shirt,leg..

EXCEPT ME.. I was CLEAN =D

went back at 11.45pm..fuu..kinda late

reach home..can't 'piu piu' or 'sms' anymore

laid on bed and was fast asleep..............

gayish ganCC + le king

dramatic shu ee+rock chan

hAppY birtHday ShU Ee

2010-01-02T18:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHU EE!!!!!
being 18 the earliest among us
hope you're happy yesterday ^^

2010-01-02T18:38:00.004+08:00

..crap.. i'm dead beated...
really exhausted..
thought I could have my long rest today
but unexpectedly I've to wake up early to take an 'english' test
argh... was feeling blur and unprepared...

got 4 paper... one english test.got multi choice..nvd..

got essay somemore ==..mind totally blank...

then need draw portrait... (again..i don't like..damn!)

then got two paper is ask about stuff.. then got quiz..x.x

join 9 dots with three lines...x.x...

then got one they draw something then you must think how to continue with it

took a long time.. was the last to finish...

can't think...

yesterday was fun..too bad for those for missed it
will post it later on..mind's dead now

SOrry ANdy... I didn't meant to hurt you

wide awake

2010-01-01T01:57:00.004+08:00

went to watch chipmunk today

last minute jio ppl

surprisingly andy can come

sis watching movie wit alvin

so tag along.. brought brother along too

treat my brother eat flavour twist mcD ice cream

then treat him popcorn and drinks during the show ..*pokai*

andy came 'late' but when he got in .. just in time .. lucky guy..haha

the show was funny, cute , NICE!!

its teaches us lots of lesson too

the main was

do not think only for yourself but also for the one around you that cares for you

care for each others like how other cares for you

don't just dump those close to you just because there were better choices or benefits

been sleeping for only 2-3 hours for many days continuously till today
been really sleepy now.. but 'someone' challenge me to sleep at 8am
yesterday the challenge was to sleep at 6am.. this time extend..=...= fine...
tomoro going for an event whereby need to wake up early..
and I'm gonna be SO DEAD

I just can't sleep..I don't know why...
slept late yet need to wake up early~

2009-12-31T22:58:00.003+08:00

went to The One Academy (toa) on last 23/12

jc went with me along with my dad

saw lots of interesting stuff there

at first I was not clear of what and which I want to get into

thanks for all the exhibition and seminars =) I'm much certain now

later on dad drop me at jc at kp

we went to cc =...= say ks yu there with his gang

later on I walk to panda's hse

quite alot of ppl were there already...

kinda nice saw lots of so-long-didn't-see face

had some chat.. then got alot of left over vege

sen chen say wanna do salad... ok lo.. help out

wash wash.. cut cut.. suddenly saw adwin's hand bleed

wash the bbq stick till hand bleed

lots of blood.. aiks aiks... leave the job to pbsm weng shen

done with the salad.. panda had some and then NO ONE ate it

-___- sen chen zhao lo left me alone wit the salad

in the end he ate the left over that I tah pao..=D

had talks with hui lian and seow wei..

everything is just fantasy...

didnt want to go back so early though..but no choice dad was calling edi

next day , christmas eve.. then christmas...and the day next.. what I did... I forgot....

but I remember I went to watch avatar with Andy at bkt tinggi jj

then went kp met up with sen chen,gan, sangkara and pang..

suppose to play bowling.. but too late.. better go back..

haha have fun guys! =D

Vanilla Twilight

2009-12-28T18:54:00.001+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

lonely christmas

2009-12-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

the snow's shadow which wasn't polluted
doesn't seems to be grey
but blue

At the night without anyone
The blue shadow falls on the snow
Just keep staying there

am I trying not hard enough for you?

2009-12-26T22:15:00.005+08:00

to you, I'm just fooling around

but I've really tried my best..

-at last.. I broke down..-

1st sketch shadowing

2009-12-24T13:38:00.002+08:00

which better O.O

1st sketch

2009-12-22T17:43:00.000+08:00

andy!! done x) a bit cacat though.. pai seh

2009-12-17T23:44:00.003+08:00

will they not lie to you just because they're the one you trusted the most?

once the person you most trust and most love betray you

you won't forget that kind of pain for the rest of your life

but when you know the truth of why they betrayed or lied to you

the pain felted are far worse..

sushi's day 2

2009-12-17T14:36:00.002+08:00

=D sushi came to stay for the second day d..

yesterday we talk till 6am++

@__@

yesterday went to watch storm warriors+princess and the frog

hmm the show not really nice...

when we went for the second movie..

left..right..front..xD all kids...

today nothing much to do..

sushi watching tv with my bro now..

both 'conan' freak =__="

看见你离开

2009-12-15T03:05:00.007+08:00

难道在你的心里，真的没有我了吗？

难道我不是你渴望的幸福吗？

难道我不再是你的心灵寄托？

难道你已不要我在你的身边？

你曾经说过，

你不能失去我，

你会永远爱着我，

你无时无刻想念我，

你也很想天天抱着我。

这，都是骗我的吗？

-----------------。。。真的好辛苦。。。-----------------

comedy? ...horror..

2009-12-12T23:33:00.005+08:00

went to kp pick the 3 guys

huis.. all wear so nice..xD

in the car..

chee feel so tense.. wakaka

reach le.. saw a santa claus.. very cute!!

the decoration there not bad..

yesterday went aeon bkt tinggi..

decoration also beh pai.. use recyclable items..creative~

went in s.piramid..

1st stop.. arcade.. Lol.. spent RM10 there

played racing with Andy and Zen.. -.- lose..

played drum with chee.. =.= also lose

play three button..xD.. can say I win.. I use one coin only

few minutes later shu ee reached..

suddenly everyone disappear from arcade..

left me and chee... went to find them..

they buying ticket...

then me and chee found out they watching 'zombieland'

both of us like.. 'shit!'.. but can't do anything.. buy edi..

got some time before the movie start..

went walking around... want to eat but can't decide what to eat..

end up.. didn't eat.. went to buy drinks at cinema..

'ting!' can go in liao..

while walking.. felt 'weird'... then realised my hand was full with blood..

sei.. happen again....... that day went Klang Parade also liddat..

put my drinks down and quickly excuse myself to the washroom..

while washing ppl was like looking at me.. x.x pai seh la..

headed back ..almost 'sesat'..

while watching..........

first start.. edi .. creep.. me out...

that movie stated 'COMEDY'...

but.. its was.. HORROR to me..

damnit...... everyone was laughing but I was like.. trembling..

chee sat beside me.. he knows everything..

he didn't like the show too though.. wanted to run out but he stay put and go through the whole show with me..

..damn it.. it was ..gross.. how could those ppl laugh......

ok.. I admit.. I almost... cried out......x.x

show over.. I'm still trembling..................

shu ee, zen and andy seems to have fun though.. gosh!!!

now.. what to makan.. everyone was like asking each other

alamak.. walk sini sana..

shu ee suggest Popeye.. went there.. see see.. er.. don't seems to meet our needs

then chee suggest 'Manhattan Fish Market'...

went there.. place full.. they open a table for us..

open menu.. see see.. 'wth.. so exp'..

WE, who feel 'sim tia' walk out of the restaurant..

haha.. kinda bad though.. but what to do....

we ended up eating at Ichiban Ramen.. ah zen's suggestion

andy went somewhere outside s.p to eat though..

next .. we plan to go bowling.. but they having competition there..

went archery... x.x zen so pro.. wth... I sux like hell

-_- andy kept 'monitoring' us though

time to 'sau tong' and BaLiK....

zen follow his sis go back..

the rest follow shu ee's car...

parking cost RM6... wth?

in the car.. talk talk.. show the guys some pic..

-_- realise guy's eye not 'sharp' enough than girls.. kolian..xD

shu ee dropped us at kP..

what three of us did there? jalan jalan.. bual bual..

lots of things happened.. shared our stuff

half way.. Andy dunno 'chao lou' go where..

didn't get to tell him bye bye..

then me and chee went our separate ways...

in car.. hmmm.. had pressure..

got 'lecture' of something..... sigh.. why does mum always 'keh liao' of what I said..

felt tensed when reached home.. but chill...its already a daily process~

just do what they told you and don't argue much

and now................... its... dark.. and ..... I can't sleep.

why??.. cuz... I just watched something that I C-A-N-T watch..

T________________________________T

=oh!! Andy, Zen, Chee and Shu Ee owe me $$..xD hohoho =

want car? wait..

2009-12-12T09:53:00.001+08:00

3 'leng zhai' wating for me at kp now

yet i'm still online...

kp still not yet open also..xD kolian

wait ah....xD

2009-12-10T03:13:00.001+08:00

if this goes on..I'll surely go blind

day 9 of SPM

2009-12-09T01:44:00.003+08:00

the last day

chemist..

er....haha.. speechless

everyone say D-I-E

Andy : paper 2 is a killer (agreed xD.. but 20 marks part.. ouch!)

paper 3.. the experiment part... haha created 'own' experiment

the only paper that I went out early is only for ICT..

as that day wanna die edi.. so sick..

this time paper 3 chemist. last paper..

wanna go out d... but need the question paper for junior

think think... at last got an idea...

fold fold the paper ..

keep all my stationary into pocket..

wait for the time where a lot ppl get up and chao..

flip flip the paper.. trying not to make anything seem suspicious

ok! 5 ppl got up.. all follow each other one..

I got up.. straight take bag ..

RUN!!!! xD

fren say that pah lia indian pengawas didn't make it in time to call me

=P too bad....

3.00pm.. reach kp.. v.thin fetch..=D

this is OF Cuz.. not the driver.. but the 'tai sui jie'

this siao kia kept taking pic.. disturbing us --

sneaky guy..xD

christmas coming......

first warm up.. aiyo .. andy.. not say wanna beat me one meh..xD

at the last round you got 100+ score but I get 140 =P still lose me

haha but glad all of your had fun ^^

we had a great dinner too...

fast food for dinner...xD

10 ppl in one table..

went to see games later on..ps2~psp~pc~

back home...

did the chores ...

then mum said "mah zai mai ka wa zhut ki liao" (tomoro don't you go out already)

T_______T

>_< three night straight

2009-12-07T15:54:00.003+08:00

after physic paper.. fuuu kinda give up..

started to touch AngelJam back..

can't stop

all fadly's fault.. T_T

got addicted back >.<

got to know wendy and 'ayam'

kept playing till 'early' morning..

1st night we play till 7.00 am

2nd night play till 5.00 am

3rd night play till 4.00am

~.~ must study now...

ich habe Hunger - I am hungry

a german language that fadly taught me =D

5/12/2009 - happY birtHday leong Wee !!! =D

day 8 of SPM

2009-12-04T00:28:00.003+08:00

hmmm

so fast...

over d...

physics.. 3 paper..

this subject...

I barely revise

paper 1..30 correct.. "highest" record for me edi

never been good at physic anyway

this morning my mum said

"you don't like physic why still take the exam?"

@_@ lol.. a shocking question~

paper 2.. don't know what I wrote though..

paper 3.. ok la.. happen to come out the experiment that I happen to read through

-just bath half an hour ago.. was still in my uni. that time.. haha-

6 to 4 member

2009-12-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

elder sis leaving to aus. soon

her flight is at 1.00am..

home = left me and my bro

- happy birthday c.wai~-

a better dish

2009-12-02T15:53:00.003+08:00

this was the lunch for today!

it looks better than yesterday's though

and of course.. it taste better too!! ^^

2 + 8 minutes dish

2009-12-01T18:40:00.004+08:00

ewww? gross?

had to cook lunch..

dunno what to cook..

usually I'll just prepare the 'spaghetti + campbell soup' though

but want to try something different today

want to know what's inside ? =P

here it goes.....

as usual~ just take what's available

and crack my head on how and what to cook

found mushroom~ fishball~ sausage~

a weird looking mi-hun...

on done.. cook~ (didn't cook sausage and the following ingredient before just cook it based on my 'instinct' xD)

asked bro do to the 'soft boiled egg'...4 of it...

steamed the sausage.. (did 'design' for the sausage though =D)

while boiling the water , threw the mushroom in...

water boiled.. throw the mi-hun in ...

1 minute passed.. throw the fish balls in..

1 minute passed... DONE!!!

xD sausage done too~

did the cleaning and bro finish the soft-boiled egg.. (he just emerge the eggs into the hot water for 8 minutes though)

what's the soft-boiled egg for?

we scrambled it~

then poured it in the mi-hun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mix mix....

xD that's our lunch!!!!

=no stomach-ache, no food poisoning~ it was tasty!!!! ^^=

day 7 of SPM

2009-12-01T13:07:00.002+08:00

account~

like what all around the society normally said

sure A ~ free A~

went to school as usual..

saw shuen ^^ then along with chan and zoey

sat next to zoey's table..

paper 1~ easy... sap sap water~

went out the hall with confident..

paper 2

start doing document..

write write, flip flip, high-light, shift shift....

IMBANG!! -happy-

question 2.. look through.. (apa ni.. SKip..)

went on with question 3, 4 and 5...

switched back to question 2..

er.....

pinjaman kadar 12%? pinjaman kadar 10%? wth is that????

tahun mula tahun tamat...

wtf? wth is that for??? faedah pinjaman? @#$%^

SKIP!!!!

and of coz~ in the end kunci kira-kira didn't imbang~

wrote the last digit in time when

"ok. berhenti menjawab"

(phewww....) question 2 really kills....

S.Chen : Omg man! lol. Freak! All the f words on the question 2! walao eh.. go facebook boycott
Andy : I was like sitting in hell.. wth man.. killing my brain cells
c.Yuan: I die hanging inside

w.Seng: very ci kek!!! din do question 4! not enough time!

w.zen : wth, so different

lol.. letz pray hard~ x.x

the sound of the overture

2009-11-30T16:19:00.003+08:00

hmm~?

9 days to go

then, my overture will expire~

T_T gosh!

gonna miss the sound of it.....

day 6 of SPM

2009-11-25T20:49:00.003+08:00

oh gosh~
add maths paper 1... 7 blank
add maths paper 2... 3 blank
ah~ didn't had much time~
I'm the type that need lots of time to handle this subject
aiks aiks... its a long day hour~

night time d.. reaching to 9pm..
i'm still in my school uniform..

Thing that had been done and yet to be done
1. take the clothes in
2. fold the clothes
3. iron the clothes
4. put the clothes into the closet of each family member's
5. think what to prepare for my meal (since I can't have rice~)
6. prepare the ingredients
7. cook (30 minutes )
8. eat (xD no! i'm not sharing, pig bro!)
9. I'm bloated
10. I just realized I had on my blue ribbon all along..forgotten to take it off..LOLX
11. take med
12. bath
13. time to hang out with my electronic items today x)

14. take out add maths notes, books, paper, from my study table

15. read up a few books (flip flip)

16. brush teeth

17. I'm 17 years old this year~time flew.. off to bed~

=~2week of exam, 8 subjects finished~=

2009-11-24T20:39:00.003+08:00

skipped dinner.. no appetite..

just swallow up my med

tomorrow long hours of exam

dad asked me to bring my med along

being in the examination class

having 6-7 pills in my stomach

ewww ==

oh yea~ thx cy for the lunch! and sorry yea.. lots of housework to do, didn't had much time to 'layan' you.. >< !

day 5 of SPM

2009-11-24T11:05:00.002+08:00

moral .. I sCREWED....

just happen to read on the way to school

ytd I was like a dead walking corpse

didn't know what I was reading

=home alone again =

day 4 of SPM

2009-11-23T16:57:00.004+08:00

maths.. (werid.. how did I get this answer)

ICT ( er..what ?..what?..I'm collasping -out- )

-went out early .. called sis..

Y: erm I maybe can't fetch you (nvm..)

=called dad.. called wrong number.. ~ fast close.. (half- dead)

45 minutes later.. dad arrived..

doc : where are you not feeling well girl

A : er.. I'm having flu..

doc : got fever?

A : er.. don't know..

doc : hmmm I hope not ~

doc : GOSH! very high fever!

A : er.. lol?

doc : tuesday what exam are you having?

A : moral...

doc : HUH? your still having moral?! stupid moral

A : O.O

doc : wednesday?

A : add maths..

doc : ooo add maths should be ok rite? no need to study much

A : -_- (lol.. my add maths sux)

doc : should be ok right since earlier you studied d.. now just revise right?

A : (lolx.. er..stuDieD?.. nope~)

could barely hear

house so silent..

nobody around except me

my moral and add maths for the next day

D-O-O-M-E-D

food to be taken - NO rice.. EAT porridge/ bread

drinks to be taken - drink lots and LOTS of water.. + 100 plus

week2 task

2009-11-22T21:45:00.003+08:00

1. "study"

2. do house chores (maid bye bye edi)

3. take care of pets

4. eat medicine + rest well

5. watch out for strangers (home alone ..who wanna company meT_T)

I love you

2009-11-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

one can be so faithful and patience..

was it wise to wait or was it not?

as always, love hurts....

dealing with childish minded ppl

2009-11-21T20:03:00.004+08:00

friendship circle~

wanting to be in a certain group

but not wanting others to 'join' in

thinking you could control a friend's right

to stop them from doing what you dislike

however, you must know that

who they want to mix with is one's own choice

its not something you or me or other party can decide

thinking of it..

you joinned this 'group'..

been close to them

yet you can't accept that your other friends did that

other 'group' can accept you into their friendship circle

but YOU couldn't accept your friend having others into their friendship circle

WAKE UP.. you're not the one who RULES everything

stop your selfish and childish mind act

and STOP making your OWN conclusion

talking bad bout others.. point out this and that

why dont you just LOOK AT YOURSELF FIRST

THINK
if YOU are one of them without friends
I wonder HOW will you think or feel
when others have their own 'group'
and if they are like YOU

nevertheless to ever think of having your so-called
"TRUE FRIENDS/ CLOSE FRIENDS"

going nutz

2009-11-21T05:52:00.000+08:00

had learn up 3 scores so far..

many to go.... enjoyed the rhythm

day 3 of SPM

2009-11-20T11:45:00.001+08:00

est..... what's this what's that...????????

the meaningful story that is in our English paper

2009-11-19T19:55:00.007+08:00

Inspirational Stories for Teenagers: Gift of Love

The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he had told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Safiya, thirty-four, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. Once a fiercely independent woman, Safiya now felt condemned by this terrible twist of fate to become a powerless, helpless burden on everyone around her.

"How could this have happened to me?" she would plead, her heart knotted with anger. But no matter how much she cried or ranted, she knew the painful truth her sight was never going to return. A cloud of depression hung over Safiya's once optimistic spirit. Just getting through each day was an exercise in frustration and exhaustion. And all she had to cling to was her husband Meraj.

Meraj was an Air Force officer and he loved Safiya with all of his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again. Meraj's military background had trained him well to deal with sensitive situations, and yet he knew this was the most difficult battle he would ever face.

Finally, Safiya felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Meraj volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city.

At first, this comforted Safiya and fulfilled Meraj's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however, Meraj realized that this arrangement was not working - it was hectic, and costly. Safiya is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But just the thought of mentioning it to her made him cringe. She was still so fragile, so angry. How would she react?

Just as Meraj predicted, Safiya was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. "I am blind!" she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you are abandoning me."

Meraj's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. Meraj promised Safiya that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Meraj, military uniform and all, accompanied Safiya to and from work each day. Meraj taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment.

Meraj helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her and save her a seat. Meraj made her laugh, even on those not-so-good days when she would trip exiting the bus or drop her briefcase. Each morning they made the journey together and Meraj would take a cab back to his office. Although this routine was even more costly and exhausting than the previous one, Meraj knew it was only a matter of time before Safiya would be able to ride the bus on her own. Meraj believed in her, in the Safiya he used to know before she would lost her sight, who was not afraid of any challenge and who would never, ever quit.

Finally, Safiya decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Meraj, her temporary bus riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, his love. Safiya said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly and Safiya had never felt better. Safiya was doing it! She was going to work all by herself!

On Friday morning, Safiya took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying for her fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Sister, I sure envy you."

Safiya was not sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"

The driver responded, "It must feel so good to be taken care of and protected like you are."

Safiya had no idea what the driver was talking about, and asked again, "What do you mean?"

The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you when you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches you until you enter your office building. Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky woman."

Tears of happiness poured down Safiya's cheeks. For although she could not physically see him, she had always felt Meraj's presence. Safiya was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she did not need to see to believe
- Gift of Love that can bring light where there had been darkness ...

=not all men can do what Meraj (Malik) had done =

ESSAY
wrote bout a story..
and the story was based on a true story that happened in my life
"..we said our goodbyes and walk in separate ways."

day 2 of SPM

2009-11-19T17:13:00.004+08:00

paper 2 history was easy xD
we all had a great laugh with the friendly pengawas peperiksaan in the class at the last 30 minute

day 1 of SPM

2009-11-18T18:03:00.007+08:00

but now..

all andy's fault ..T__T

PUnca seseorang menghadapi kesukaran untuk tidur
-menghadapi penyakit 'INSOMNIA'-

-currently-

2009-11-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

don blame me

2009-11-17T14:37:00.001+08:00

if I told you the tips not zhun.. don blame me.. you ask me I just answer what was provided to me and what I know.. xD

cant feel spm is coming though is tomoro..xD

facebook account owner changed

2009-11-14T19:49:00.003+08:00

oh yea.. and my facebook account now is in the control of my little bro

this has started since last week just forgotten to tell

so it was not me that's on the facebook =)

deadly Sick

2009-11-14T19:44:00.002+08:00

got sick so easily now.. effect from skipping so many days of sleep

right after I came back from school yesterday

I bath, ate (== dont feel like eating but was forced by my maid )

and went straight to bed..

woke up around 9 smth... (skipped dinner) studied for 1 hours

then I slept back... and what time I woke up?? 5am??

Nooo... I woke up at 11am the next morning...

my whole body was in pain ...

so sick .. x.x.. couldn't move around much..

body got colder and colder..

my body is wrapped all over while I'm studying ..

it's not easy to concentrate with headaches attacking my tiny brain

but I manage to go through it..

bro touched me and got shocked...

x) yea little one.. I'm cold blooded now~

love automatic! thanks sushi! it really was great and I've gone through the lyric..

yeah.. its AWESOME !! x)

eggy : whatever songs you've just recommended to me.. automatic is still nicer =D

the last chance to experience

2009-11-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun! crossing the road was dangerous and inexperience for me..

with the 3 road that've been made to one way road...

reach school at 8.15am.. nobody cares anyway.. lol

went to change to my uniform.. look at the mirror.. my face was pale white @_@

freaked out.. but no time to lose.. everyone's at the hall.. got to hurry..

8.30am.. sat at the hall... hearing the teacher saying "pelajar yang keluar awal ialah seorang yang pemalas" (which mean we should not go out early from our house and be late for our exam ? ROFL)

and here goes the 'mohon restu'.. one teacher kissed me on both cheeks crying.. one hugged me .

'touched' each and every teacher's hand except for one ..-.- both of us stood there for a while looking at each other..

time to arrange the tables and chair... whoosh, we the GIRLS gotta carry tables, chairs, cupboard, teacher's table.. up down, left right

about 10.45 we were moved to elsewhere while they lock all the blok..

blurred.. wondering what's next...

went to a teacher and asked her what are we suppose to do

"tunggu masa balik " ..LMAO.. and its about to rain.. gosh gosh...

nvd.. just wait..then counselling teacher came..

and as usual.. here she goes.. blah blah blah...

after she finish her 'speech' , quickly went to change..

12.30. no time to wait..time to go back~

cross the busy road again.. this time I got to pass more scary traffic..

made it and passed high school... suppose to meet CK at 'ang tau peng'

manatau when I reach he was already at home..

he thought it'll rain heavily and I've went home..

x.x aiks.. nvm.. change plan and took some while to think which road to use

looking at the droplets of water ~

went to some place before going back home...

one of it was the basketball court where I used to play at..

all the ppl there were nice and fun.. it really brings back memories..

the rain only stopped when I reach home

zen said the rain was for me.. lOL

its really was fun.. thanks cyen for the bike...

I am so DEAD

2009-11-13T00:23:00.004+08:00

today the weather was bad and ME having licence but NO car was waiting for the bus to go tuition when it started to RAIN~
worse to worse I stepped out and got wet but the bus just ignored me and passed by me ==

while walking ~ I saw
the dry leaves flying around
the skies roar as the lightning strikes
the flashes of light was just in front of me (trembling )
droplets of water began to fall~

for two days I slept for only one night..
slept this night..and the next day I won't be able to sleep
this continued on and on till now..
and today is the particular night where I can't sleep

-i'm dying.....................................-

later it'll be the 1st day I cycle to school! :D

therefore, my last word.. (if anything were to happen ... LOL)

stay healthy and happy

go on with the choices you've made

I'll always remember the days we had together

hope the one beside you now will treat you better than I do

when you need me, just say the password and I'll be right there

a meaningful story to me (till now)

2009-11-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

Crying in the rain....
Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...Jun was veri charming & many girls couldn`t help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.
As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.although She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love him wholeheartedly...
Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joining.
Jun then ask her: Why don't you let me join you?
Jen replied: Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.
Jun then ask her again: If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?
But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...
Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well.
However, nothing last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen.
One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.
That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.
He said: Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you.
After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried.. Jun hugged her tightly.
He said: Jen, there's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just wouldn't allow me to accompany you?
Jen was stunned..
pausing for a few seconds,
Jen replied...
Because...
Because i don't wish to let you know...
I was crying..

a sweet e-mail

2009-11-10T15:43:00.001+08:00

So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:

-Girl:
I love you.

- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!

-Girl:
Really?

- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.

- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?

- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?

- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.

- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.

- Girl:
..........

- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?

- Girl:
Yeah...where?

- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?

-Girl:
Ok.

- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?

- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?

- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...

-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...

- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.

- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?

- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?

- Girl:
Yeah?

- Boy:
I love you.

- Girl:
I love you too!

- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.

- Girl:
Ok bye.

- Boy:
Bye.

*******************************************************

2 hours later...

The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....

- Girl:
Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)

- Boy:
Wadssup.....you ready?

- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?

- Boy:
Ok.

They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......

- Boy:
Wait! Can I blindfold you?

- Girl:
Why??!?

- Boy:
Its a surprise.

- Girl:
What kinda surprise??

- Boy:
A big one.

- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...

- Boy:
I promise.

- Girl:
Ok blindfold me.....

So they drove off.........and then they stopped....

- Boy:
Ok we're here!!

-Girl:
Where??

- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!

- Girl:
What place??

- Boy:
Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)

- Girl:
Baby!...

The boy walks her to the place....

- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blindfold off.

- Girl:
Where are we??

He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......

- Girl:
Omg...!(tears come down)

- Boy:
Why are you crying?

- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...

- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)

- Girl:
(tears come down faster)

- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!

- Girl:
Get up!

- Boy:
Yeah?

- Girl:
(kisses him)

- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?

- Girl:
Yes.

-7 month.. so fast-

but kinda meaningful.. thx to whoever who sent it ^^

my dad's reply

2009-11-09T09:51:00.001+08:00

oooo got a reply from him already...

and this is what he said

One day I will buy it for you, when the product has been proven good and reliable, and the price is CHEAP.

LOL...my pro 'bomber' dad.. unbeatable ~ .~

the new Lap version~

2009-11-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

the new 1 that've been produce...NUCLEAR BOmb... (yea rite~)

it does look cool though..heard before yen and vliat talking bout it though..but hasn't seen it before. the vid shows a clearer aspect of it

this is the vid my dad sent to me

rolltop~

love it! but how the real thing is when its in front of us ?~

and of course, its expensive...

-asked dad is it he want to buy it for me. He say dont know where to get it.. which mean if he know he buying it for me? =D-

opps it cracks

2009-11-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

doubt I'll sleep tonight

┌∩┐(◕_◕)┌∩┐ puıɯ ɹuoʎ ssǝuısuq

xD found this kinda creative than the usual o0o friend used --
this is much nicer and cute..xD

walk on by

2009-11-05T16:02:00.002+08:00

2 days 4 nights

-am foolish xD-